it’s harder to give up on the light
when the people who love you
have made sure it’s a part of you
after they’ve made sure
you know they love you
it’s hard to forget that love
but when sentenced back to hell
it’s harder to believe in it
you’ll be tempted
everyone is
at first
then you’ll feel the bile rise in your throat
when you miss feeling loved
and you’ll have to tell yourself it’s over
-that will be worse
don’t give in to hope
-it’s only there for everyone else
only makes them feel better about the hell you’re in
stop looking for the good things
-it hurts less when you can’t touch them
forget that you have been marked by love
forget it’s touch
forget what safety feels like
forget the ones who brought you here
they are gone now
it’s all gone now
give in
succumb
hope is vertigo
love is nausea
the numbness will keep you safe
forget about life
-you weren’t meant to revel in its beauty
you are haunted
bound by the rules of this game you have been forced to play
this game
called survival
all the thoughts 
i need entertainment and wordpress works
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this is so beautiful 🧡🧡
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In the words of Kinstugi: “no u.”
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k when we see each other again, prepare to become one with the manpile™️
it’s me
i’m the manpile™️
and im gonna hug the heck out of you
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Dude I need a hug so bad it’s unreal😂😭
*laughter swiftly turning to sobs
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[sending virtual hug. . .pending. . .]
(Delivered)
IM GOING TO HUG YOU FOR REAL TOO 😭❤️
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Bless you and your virtual hugs💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
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Honestly don’t know what you were going for… sounds sad though! (well everything we post sounds sad, but this sounded extra sad). Hope you feel better! And it was good writing!
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“It’s hard to forget that love/but when sentenced back to hell/it’s harder to believe it”❤️❤️❤️ (ignore the misquoting) *snaps* … *snaps*
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*still snapping*
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*cant stop snapping*😭
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Thank you, thank you.
*as I eat a pint of ice cream on my bed
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What flavor?
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Ben & Jerry’s fish food?
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Fish food? What about cookie dough?
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My favorite kind is actually the Tonight Dough, and that has a ton of cookie dough in it
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Yes!
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We are still here and we still love you times forever.
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“Bound by the rules of this game you have been forced to play, this game called survival.” OK WOW. I know I should expect to be emotionally ruined whenever I read one of your pieces by this point, but you still manage still to get me everytime. I don’t even know what I can say at this point that hasn’t already been said. Just wow.
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THANK YOU😭😭 (but please keep commenting, you have no idea how validating your comments are.)
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oh lordy. oh lordy. i’m gonna cry. in a good way. i love you and i feel this. also everything was just written so beautifully
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Hey thanks *awkward finger guns*
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